Why is this upsetting me now? Why can't I handle it? Why won't it stop? I thought that it was supposed to get better with time, but instead it feels as though it only gets worse and worse.
Why wasn't I, am I never, will I ever be good enough? Why won't the pain caused by others leave me?
How am I EVER going to be okay? Time does nothing. Space does nothing. Hope....kills me.
I am destroyed. Only a shell of who I used to be. I wish I could say that I was numb, but instead I only feel pain. Unending, debilitating, searing pain.
I would give absolutely anything to make it stop.
Stop.
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